So much has gone on in the time since I last posted. Why I didn't write during the pandemic? I don't know. I think that now since Jackson and Addie are older, I am conflicted about writing because though this has always been my own outlet, they are older. That age comes with opinions about everything, and most consistently about what went wrong or what I could have done differently. Which is okay. They are teens. They are aloud to have their own opinion, but I am also allowed to process living through their teenage years, and all the joy and challenges it brings.
One day, they will appreciate this. But for now, I need this. And since I need this, I know they need this for me.
The question is, where to start...
